sabRina <3

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 02:59:05 GMT

hey guys, i made a new journal b/c i was getting bored with this one..____deardiary it`s friends only so comment to be added.

<33

yesterdayyyy..

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 17:02:10 GMT

yesterday i went and got my nails done at like 1:30 but didnt get home till like 3:30 b/c the new people suck and go wicked sloww.. so yah then came home and got ready nd ish and leah came over around 6:30 then my mom came and got us and she had ange and jae with her.. then we got dropped off at the mall and saw like everyone..antonetta,ralphy,daniella etc.. then amy and bri-ann came to see me b/c they <3 me soo much so then we were standing with b.murph so i hadda call up my justine nd tell her nd she told me to grow some balls & tell him she said hi but i didn`t.. lmao jtine ilu! then mike camee and they bought the eminem c.d of course. then me ange jae nd leah left and we drove by someone`s house hahaha. then we went to my house buh ange went home =/ we came back here nd chilled and watched tulsa tokeo & the middle of nowhere <3333333 yes we love hanson.

okay so jae left and leah is still sleepin and aprille just called so ima go <33 ttul

it`s snowingggg =/

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 16:28:40 GMT

yesterday went to school, nothing exciting happened except me and justine talked for like an hour and a half in chemistry about everythingg and bout all the people she knew that went to srs that live in her town ya know johnston lmaoo ilu..

last nite i was gonna go to kimmys w/ jae but my mom was being a bitch and wouldn`t let me go out, but i def wanna do something today & tonite.. any ideas? oh and it`s snowing out theres gotta be like 2 inches outside of snow and its friggen november. there`s nothing ever to do when it snows out.. ruined the day..

watched laguna beach today, that is like my new favorite show. i love it <33 and stephen is beautiful yahhh.

♥ iloveyou.

-> what goes around, comes around, what goes up, must come down.. <3

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 20:45:42 GMT

yesterday didn`t have any school.. so i went out w/ my grandma and we went to breakfast @ rolfe street staion.. then we went to bennys and to do some other errands. then i came home and chilled.. then went to aprilles around 6:30 & jess was thurr. we tried finding a ride to this party in NP but we couldn`t find any rides.. and we tried gettin jess`s dad to let her take the car but it didn`t work out =/ then amy came.. "LIKE A KITE" lmao jess & catsup haha..then that dickhead justin came by and started shit. then we got food and watched bring it on.. then watched now and then & we fell asleep but i felt so sick so i got up and called my papa and he came and picked me up..

then today i didn`t do much.. went with my mom to get her friend kathy nd then we went to building 19 and then we went and picked up debbie.. and then they dropped me back home and they went out to eat. so i`m really bored and i thought i was gonna do something with my mommy today but i guess not so i coulda been doing something but no cuz shes a bitch and changes her planss..

ew. school tomarrow. its not even worth going to but i missed 3 days last week so i can`t stay out. and i need to make up my math quiz eww..then 2moro nite i think im going to the movies, or saturday? no idea..<3

-> let me see you 1, 2 stepp (:

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 02:50:30 GMT

yesterday went to school. mr rogers is gone im so effin pissed he was my favorite teacher. and now we`re gonna have to actually do work and take tests and do homework which sucks and i won`t get a B in that class for next quarter..hahh. called my tutor, we`re starting on mondayy..

today went to school but i had like no classes, had study nd then went to the spanish play thing then geometry and gym did tiebo? and machines.. yep then went home and my dad came and picked me up and i went to his house.

2moro i have no school because it`s professional day & idk what im doin 2moro nite? i might go to some party w/ christa? hmm.. dunno yet. but yeh im pretty boredd so i felt like updatinggg. anyways im out <3

-> weekend w/ jae & aprille (:

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 23:49:04 GMT

friday ; jae come over and we just chilled.. didn`t really do nethin beause there was nothing to do heree..

saturday ; woke up, got ready, and went to jae`s house.. helped her with her papa`s work and then her mom dropped us off at prov place.. she bought everything in the whole mall and i didn`t buy a single thing lmaoo. i didn`t have like any money on me so i couldn`t get anythingg so yeah. then we went outside waitin for my mom to come and pick us up and we saw christa & ashleyy.. ah i love christa shes so cutee.. so then we dropped jae off home and i went back home.. chilled and talked to caity on the phone for like 3 hours till at 10 aprille called me and came and picked me up.. we went to stop&shop and waited in the car and talkedd then went back to her house and ate and chilled.. watched some of "win a date w/ tad hamilton" then fell asleep and woke back up at like 3:30 feeling so sick so aprille got up with me and we had some tea and talked and then went back to sleep at like 5.

today ; woke up at like 11:30 and hung aroundd.. watched the funniest episode of room raiders lol.. "i like murphy brown .." "who`s murphy brown?" "isn`t that his name???" "no!! that`s murphy lee!!!" lmao aprille i love u! ur such a goof.. then we walked to 4seasons and ate lunch there and walked back to her house and hung out and she got readyy for her date. aw. and then we talked about thinggs aww i miss him.. ha

but yes that is allll. and uh tomarrow is school, i haven`t been there in a weeek. hell and i don`t even wanna go tomarrow. oh well i don`t have any homework to do since i was absent and i don`t know ittttttt.

♥ love you.

-> went to the doctors todayyy..

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 19:24:32 GMT

so today i didn`t go to school either bcuz i felt like shit, so my mom came home from work & took me to the doctors and he didn`t find any sign of infection or anythin and he says it is just my allergies & that im allergic to the changing of the seasons.. and i had a fever & a sore throat because i was coughing so much so he gave me allegra and some stuff for my nose.

i got my report card today i got..
Gym; A-
Health; A-
Lit; B
Spanish; B-
World Civ; C+
Chemistry; C+
Ethics; D
Geometry; D
ehhh. not the best but hey my mom didn`t get mad about it and thats all that matters because i`m not grounded yay. i`m so suprised i got a D in geometry, i seriously think she just passed me because i def had like a 56 average in that classs. but w/e i`m happy =]

<333

-> haven't updated in a few dayss *

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 17:31:54 GMT

monday ; went to school & then came home and chilled and then my dad picked me up and took me to jae's house.. vanessa and ange were there. so we all got ready and then we went to the mall and met up with their friend anthony. then vanessa jae ange and anthony walked to the movies and me and ange saw ralph and leah's friends crystal and sammie.. then me and ange walked to the movies.. we got tickets for the grudge so we went and watched it and like an hour through the movie the little kid in front of us threw up. it was so grosss so we went and sat in the front but i was like gettin sick so me and anthony left and walked to the mall. we met up with some of his friends and vanessa from pre-k! who i haven't seen since i was like 7 so we talkedd. then i saw leahh! and christina & cassy.. then jae, ange, and vanessa came back from the movies and we talked for a bit and then omggg me and jae saw the hottest kid everr. yeah hes beautiful which i never realized before. then vanessas dad came and picked us up and we went to jaes.. ange left and then my papa came and picked me up at like 11.

tuesday ; went to mimis around 1:30 ish and dave and joey were there.. we all just chilled and then walked to walgreens. walked back to mimis and didn't really do much. ate dinner, christo came over and he played the piano.. then dave and joey played. omg they are so good..then christo left and then we chilled for a bit and mimi took dave and joey and then me home..

wednesday ; was so sickk in the morning so i stayed outta school.. went to brooks & cvs with my grandma to get my medicine then came back home and slept.. mom got home around 12 so then we went for a ride to scituate and just hung out and got lunch and talked.. and then went to the cemetary to see her friend david and my papa joe then went to the market and the guy took down my name so he could find my application so i can work there! yay so they're gonna call me soon.. came home and took a nap then had dinner and went to sleep at like 7:30

today ; stayed out again cuz i was sick.. um didn't do anything yet today i think im just stayin in the house because i don't feel good at all.. my throat hurts like shit when i cough and i can't breathe.. i think im staying home 2moro too and going to the doctors to get antibiotics.. ugh i hate being sickk.

<333

this weekend & halloween (:

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 03:33:18 GMT

friday nite jae came over and we went to blockbuster and got mean girls & dirty dancing havana nights. i wanted to go to the football game but my mom was being a bitch and wouldn't take us so we chilled at my house and watched those movies.

saturday we went to iparty and i saw merinda! and leah and met her b/f tony.. i got stuff to be a clown lmao then jaes mom picked us up and she dropped me off home and i came online and christa asked me to go to her house for a lil party so i called up jae and asked her to come with me.. so i got ready and my mom took me to jaes and then we went to christas. ashley and boosh were there so far then other people came. i didnt know like anyone but everyone was pretty cool except for some.. ew. and mmm he was cuutee =) then we left at like 10 and went back to jaes and talked till like 1:30 and then went to sleep

this mornin woke up at like 10 but it was really 9 because we hadda switch the clocks back. so my mom came and picked us up around 1:30 and we went to my house and got ready and stuff.. haha i looked so funny as a clown lmao. so kimmy came over she looked so pretty she was belle from beauty & the beast. so we all went to amys and alyssa was there w/ amy and we stayed there for a bit, they got dressed to be hookers lmao then we walked to caitys and christo came and then we walked around w/ him and we saw noel, rob, andre, jane, etc.. looked for dave and the rest of them but couldn't find them so we went back to caitys and then kimmy had to leave =( then we walked and met up with amy, brian, penny, ernie, jay l, alyssa, amy's friend megan, and one of penny's friends.. haha penny was so cute she was like "I SHOULD HAVE BEEN A CLOWN!" & brian was a box lmao so we walked to amys then stayed for a little and walked back to caitys and chilled then caits mom took me and jae to my house and she left like a half hour ago..

eww school 2moro and no school on tuesday, gayy..i don't wanna go 2moro i wish i was sickkk so i could stay out tomarrow. hmmm anyways happy halloween guyssss <3

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 19:38:03 GMT

last nite went to caitys house and chilled and stayed over there.. then this morning i saw manderr and i went on their bus. got to school and went to ms sepe's and saw tashaaa & carissa. so tasha came with meee

lit; watched some of a movie and then did some vocab and talked for the rest of the classs

geometry; did some worksheet that i don't understand at all ha my mom is gonna flip when she sees my grade on my report card =/

health; did this paper and made fun of the girl that we always do because shes so SILLY! lmaoo and then justine thought she was hot but i knew she was just a PROSTITUTE haaa <3

study; went around the school w/ tash.. saw jenna talked with her for a little then just went to the cafeteria for like an hour and talked about like everythinggg and then i spilled my soda all over me cuz im a klutz like thattt and tasha is wicked coool sometimes, except when she like to do thingsss that piss me off lmaooo i <3 you =P

but neways i wanted to go to the football game tonite, but i don't have a ride there so i don't get to see justine's half time ! =/ so i wanted to go to garden city w/ jae but my mom won't take us. so im like screwed with nothing to do tonite. and report cards don't come out till next week thank god im gonna be dead when they come in..

and baby thats the reason why i love
you, you're my heart <3 .and for all
the crazy things that i do .. you're
still here, no one else can make me
feel like you do, you share my world
baby thats the reason why i love you

REVERSE THE CURSE*

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 03:58:01 GMT

RED SOX 2004 WORLD SERIES CHAMPIONS and manny recieved MVP :)

unbelievable it took them 86 years to do it <33

october 27, 2004*

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 21:52:43 GMT

today only had school till 1:30, mom picked me up from the bus stop + then we went to thayer street. went around in stores and then went out to eat and then left and came home. then went back out and went to wal-mart and i saw angelaa! hehe then just got home..

tonite theres a sox game on, if they win tonite then they win the world series yahh.. friday, tasha's coming with me to school finallyyy and then i think im going to the football game after because justine is making me because i have to see her half time haha..

so yah nothin really to update about, i bought self-tanner. i think im gonna go use it haa =P .. i really hope he calls soon. <3333

<3

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 20:06:38 GMT

well today i went and got my nails done and my eyebrows waxed, then came home and chilled didn't really do nethin today but im waitin for jae and kimmy to come over cuz they're sleeping over tonite yayy. anyways click on the link and read that thing, its so true. i got it from caity who found it in a random journal <3
it's the way that right after we finish talking i call my best friend, so we can brainstorm new ways on how i am going to make you like me
it's the way you can make me laugh without even knowing i've been crying all night
it's the way i pretend to not want you when it's so fucking obvious
it's the way i knew i was going to fall for you the second i met you
it's the way i stay up all night thinking about you
it's the way my heart stops whenever i'm in the same room as you
it's the way i'm crushed when you don't make plans to hang out
it's the way i can never be mad at you for more than 5 minutes
it's the way you make me feel like a princess whenever we lock eyes, even for a second
it's the way i go crazy inside when i make you laugh. God i love how you laugh.
it's the way i never think i'm beautiful enough for you, not even close
it's the way i get jealous whenever she comes into the conversation
it's the way i wait for you to IM me, because my pride won't allow me to IM you and appear even the slightest bit desperate
it's the way your gorgeous brown eyes look at me, or used to
it's the way i pretend not to understand my math homework just so you could call me on a sunday night at 12 just because i love hearing your voice and i know you love beating me at something
it's the way that whenever i'm around other guys all i see is your face
it's the way i know that if you ever read this you will automatically know it's about you
it's the way you can make me stay up till 3 on a school night bc you want someone to talk to
it's the way whenever the thought of us together makes all my problems dissapear
it's the way i went weak in the knees those precious few times i saw you with your shirt off
it's the way i repeat and replay in my head every moment we share over and over again
it's the way that every song i listen to somehow corresponds to you
it's the way my dad hates all the other boys i hang out with except you
it's the way i will stay up till 4 just because you might get on
it's the way you smell, even when you swear you're not wearing cologne
it's the way you can render me completely helpless as i unwillingly fall head over heals for you, every single day, without havng a clue
it's the way i hate butterflies in my stomach, but when you give them to me they're alright
it's the way i anticipate the day you finally ask me...every waking moment of my life
it's the way we both know the truth but no one says anything
it's the way i try to impress you and come off as more of a idiot than i already am
it's the way i just want to punch you in your perfect face for always being able to say the right things at the exactly right time
it's they way you fall for all of my friends while i reluctantly am forced into the role of matchmaker as usual
it's the way i type into your box every day, a clumsy confession of feelings with a touch of lousy teenage poetry...just to dare myself to send it
it's the way you're the only person on my buddylist with his own buddy alert that moos whenever you sign on
it's the way i feel whenever i think about you with anyone other than me it's the way i tell you something so desperately random and incoherent just so i can have an excuse to IM yuo and not make it seem like i have been sitting at my computer for the past 10 min wondering what you and her are talking about
it's the way we argue over the stupidest shit and get in pretend fights just because we can
it's the way i wake up and i don't know how, but i know you're going to be mine someday
it's the way my body went completely numb when we touched for the first time, come to think of it that was the only time.
it's the way i know you're eating *blank* and *blank* from from behind my computer screen, and that your cat is sitting on the monitor...could she tell you that? i don't think so.
it's the way i hate going to the movies with you, because it's pure torture to sit next to you pretending to watch the movie while in reality i'm trying to remember how to breathe everytime our elbows touch on the armrest
it's the way i want you to be so happy so much that i slowly kill myself as i set you up with all of my friends
it's the way i know, even as i write this, i will never work up enough courage to give this to you
it's the way i can't stand cats but when you email me pictures of yours they're not so bad
it's the way you're an insensitive ass who hates my writing when you have no idea how tired i am of writing about you
it's the way you're so smart, yet so fucking oblivious
love isn't just butterflies damnit, it's the way i feel everytime i look into your eyes
yea, it's the way your hand fits perfectly into mine,
that makes me think i am in love with you

nothin to write about (:

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 00:58:10 GMT

yeahh so i havent updated in a few days.. but, the RED SOX are goin to the world series yeahhh <333 you guys did so good =) and today i didnt do much but im pretty bored. got really nothin to update about but whatever, no one comments in my journal anymore AHEM. =/ neways,

i love him* so much nmw always & f0rever.
i miss u so much, i can't wait to see you.
hopefully it'll be soon i love u [deo] <33

i still love you, i still want you, i still need you .. in my life <3

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 23:17:42 GMT

yesterday had school, came home.. watched the game, the red sox won!! friggen 14 innings haa..today had school went to see ms sepe because TASHA is comingg with me to school on thursday yayy! came home today chilled and did homework. caits sick =/ so shes been absent. red sox game 2nite in ny c'mon guyss <3

me and you was meant to be as one now
me and you we gon' have some fun now
me and you from sun up to sun down
me and you thats one thing i know for sure
* - nelly; in my life

i love u so much, you have no ideaa <3 i really wish and hope you come live here..you're my life, my everything, i love you david. always & forever `o7/o2/o3 + `o7/o4/o3 were the best days of my life <3

the weekend <3

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 23:53:01 GMT

friday i ended up going to caitys house and then to hendricken with christoo.. i forgot what it was like coffee house or something? but felicia was there so we talked and then jamie was there too!! after that me,caity,and christo went to mcdonalds and sat inside and took crazy pictures of chris haha.. then went back to caits and chilled

saturday chilled then went home around 2 and got ready and stuff then amy,brian,and caity came and picked me up at like 5 and we went to ernies house and ernie,penny,jay,mike,and jay L were there.. me,caity,amy,brian,and jay kingg went with brian and then everyone else went with jay L. we went to the corries and chilled and i went down the hill on my ass and got all dirty =/ but then we all got in trouble because it was 'private property'. then we went to brians and christoo came and we all chilled and watched family guy then went down the street and played manhunt and noah came.. my team was amy,brian,jay,and jay l, and the other team was caity,penny,ernie,chris,mike and noah..me and amy stepped in mudd ewww it was gross. then we all walked back to brians and me,jay k,amy,caity,and chris left and took chris home.. me and jay had a cool convo about onlyville hot weiners lmao there the only ones because their in ONLYville wow haaa.. then took us to my house.. we ate and had a greatttt convo about something lmaoo thats gross. then went upstaires and went to sleep

today amy drove to dd and then went to caits nd dropped her off then to amys and took her home then my mom took me to leahs and we chilled then walked to garden city. went to claires, victoria secret, and newport creamery and ate and made fun of nick "thats how he doesss" then walked back nd chilled..leahs thigh and back hurts lmaoo ily then went to her grandmas house and came homee..

<3333 i hopeeee.

-> it's somethin to last for as long as you live tonite im gonna give u all my heart can give <33

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 21:56:13 GMT

today went to school, was wicked boring, went to mrs sepe and she gave me a girl to shadow me for the day. her name was nalitza? idk she was nice.. had study which i showed her all around the school, then lit and had a quiz i think i did good, then geometry which i think i did good again on this quiz =) yayy nd then had health nd had a speaker.

my moms bein a wicked bitchh becuz marcie said she wanted to live with us till she found a place and a job and my mom was sayin to me how she can't live here and that it wouldn't be healthy if david was here too because of us? idkk shes so dumbb and i feel bad because marcie wants to move her wicked bad, im def gonna find her a place to live bcuz i miss them both so much <33

anywayss right now im bored, waitin for my straightener to heat up and my clothes to dry and talken to leah and the corn maze is cancelled because of the rain so idk what im doin tonitee.. ill update later <3

last nite & today ..

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 21:06:50 GMT

last nite jae's mom picked me up at like 5 and we went to the mall.. me nd jae went lookin in wet seal, couldn't really find nethin. went to ae and got 3 shirts <33 then went to a&f and ronnie was lookin for us so we found him then went in other stores and then ate then went to fye, got the outsiders movie for $5 cuz my other one i lost.. then played air hockey against jae and won then ronnie and lost by 1 point =( then left, took jae home, and went home

today had chem which we did a lab and me & justine picked booger colors lmaoo and justine smelled worst than the ammonia lmao i love u j*tinee nmww ur my favorite even with the marks on ur head <3 so the teacher said ours was one of the bestt yay.. then went to spanish and went to the lab and i worked with rinda & jess, rinda thought a bird was a duck LMAO !! the duck sits on branches and sings lmfao ily allie that was the funniest thing ever.. then went to dolans and had the test which was easy and then had history but no one was in class cuz of sport pictures so it was like a free class basically..

marcie is talken to my mom on the phone right nowww, and she just told her that she wants to come move with us cuz she hates florida. that would make my lifeee.. lets see what happens <333

i guess promises are better left unsaid <3

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 19:55:25 GMT

well after i updated last nite i got good news =) IM GOING TO FL0RIDA FOR CHRISTMAS i think!! i talked to ronnie last nite on the phone and he wants me and my mom to go there and my mom said we would but i haven't even talked to her about it yet and he said he would buy our tickets, and he got a new boat. awesome i hope we really go im so happy !

so today has school, saw allison got her calculator because mine doesnt work lol then had psat's which sucked and we're so hard, then went to english and didn't do nethin and then geometry ew i hate that class. anyways i have nothing to do today and i wanna get out of my houseee. ronnie and linda are leaving tomarrow =/ yep i'll update later when i have something interesting to say

(( i'm there for you, always be true ))
(( it's just you & me, you & me <333 ))

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 23:36:15 GMT

school today then came home.. and evan and tasha are going out, great. me and tasha are fighting now and me and evan are fighting because he says i made up all this shit and told "his girl" about it. fuck that they have no ideaaa what theyre talking about. im out tho <33 im so pissed i have no idea what to do anymore. idc anymore, actually i do but im trying not to. ronnies leaving thursday and fitch is leaving friday =/ aw ima miss fitchy.. <3

king richards & cornmaze =)

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 23:28:59 GMT

yesterday morning i showered and got ready and then jae came over.. we all left at like 1 and went to dd then to king richards faire we got there at like 2:30 and stayed till like 6 uhh.. it was pretty cool but i go every year so w/e then me and jae got henna tattoo's. mines a butterfly <3 heh its cute and then while we were waiting for it to dry guess who we saw? STEVEN TYLER from aerosmith lol haaa then i went looking for my mom so we could tell her and then she talked to him omg but he wouldnt let her take a picture with him because then everyone would know who he was. it was crazy haha then we left and got home at 7 and then brian,amy, and fitch came and picked us up..fitch took his hat and cologne back =/ loser.. we went to roger williams park to meet up with mike and there wasnt enough room so i went in the car with mike cuz hes coool. then we just chilled and then went to the cornmaze and waited in line forever it sucked. i picked a flower haha and we saw jayy.. it was freezing then we finally got on the hayride and then to the cornmaze yeahh they all told the people my name and they all were like "sabrinaaa.. sabrinaaa.. come here sabrina" i was wicked scared and screaming alot haha it was wicked fun tho.. then me,jae,amy,mike,and fitch got out and walked to mikes car and chilled and ate cookies cuz we were so hungryy nd sat in the heat cuz it was freezing then finally a half hour later ronnie and brian came haha.. so then they all went with brian in his car and i went with mike and just lose it came on haha and mike was crazyy.. then we all went to my house and ate and chilled then me,amy,and jae went upstaires and chilled then idk where ronnie went but we went downstaires and mike was snoring haha and sleeping like a fagg getting raped in the ass it was the funniest thing eveer lmfao. we watched cabin fever which was gross and then some of ghost ship.. then jae went upstaires and went to sleep and so did ronnie.. me and fitch watched some of some skinhead movie it was wicked boringg tho so we fell asleep and i woke up at like 7:30

and then at like 9 brian,mike,and fitch left and i fell back asleep and woke up at like 12 and then me,amy,and jae went and woke up ronnie then chilled and i went and showered and amy left and then jae left then i went to the market with my mommy and then brian and amy came nd picked me up and we went to amys house and ate.. brian licked the plate lmao what a weirdooo then we chilled and then we went to fitchys house and sat there for a little, brendan is adorablee aww.. then we left and went down the street and couldn't find nethin else to do so we just dropped fitch back off and then brian dropped me off.

eww i have to go to school tomarrow i have so much homework to do i have no idea where to starttt.. wtf and i got a quiz first period uhhh yah im out <3 i miss uuuuuuu* =/

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 04:41:27 GMT

this morning got up early, got ready and then me my mom and ronnie left, went to get gas and went to dd then to jaes house. she got ready then she left to go to srs, then gerry came and me and gerry nd jackie left and went there.. mass was pretty boring, after that we went to the cafeteria and i saw.. leahh!, gi!!!!!, gianna bal, brianna, jen, anthony, marissa, and evan and prob other ppl that i don't member.. evan wouldn't talk to me of course cuz hes still mad. ew what a fagg =/ then just chilled there for a bit and then me and jae walked back to her house and i didnt feel good. then cianna came over and then lyza and then kimmy and then ange!! we all chilled then i left at 4:30 and went home got ready and brian, amy and fitch came and picked me up =) we got into a fight and brian flipped out but then got over it so we went to gc and me and amy got amy lang her b-day present and then went to somewhere down the street from my house and amy and bri went for a walk and me and fitch just sat in the car..then picked up ron, then we went to fitchys and i saw his sister britney! she won 3rd place for cheerleading aw shes so cute <3 then fitch sprayed me with windex 3 times because i answered him back lmao i love himm ya.. then we went to amy lang's suprise party and met up with jay and mike and we just chilled by ourselfes me,amy,brian,ronnie,fitch,mike,and jay. we were coool =) we played musical chairs and shit haa. i saw amy and lauren, those were the only other people i knew there haa. mike was super cool and was the best dancer there everrr ! go mike you made the party greattt. then we left at like 8:45 ish and went to st joe's to talk then went to the bank and then to brians house .. i got a sweatshirtt cuz i was coldd then we left and went to the cornmaze but they wouldn't let us get tickets because it was after 10 so that suckeddd.. then fitch let me keep his hat <3 hehe yay..then we went back to brians house and chilled i looked at the yearbook haa then we watched family guy and then we left and mike drove us and took amy home then took me and ron here..

2moro we're going to king richards faire with jae and then 2moro nitee brian, amy, and fitch are coming over yayy.. maybe fitch will have some more questions for us haha aw man that kid is hilarioussssss neways im out and oh i got a new cologne 2nite thank u fitchy =) ur def the bestttt nmw ha nitee <3 oh and happy 16th birthday amy iLy*

couple past dayss .. <3

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 01:37:29 GMT

wed nite waited for amy bri and fitch to pick me up at 6:45 then went to the road house and met with ernie and penny.. went and sat down and ate and fitch was like in a daze with a cell phone haha me and amy diedddd.. then the people came over and had brian sit on the sattle LMFAO funniest ish ever. yahh then left + and went to brians house and chilled and sang happy birthday cuz we're cool and then played with my daisy lynn puppa love <333 cuz she is my favoritee. then went and took fitch home and then amy drove from fitch's to her house to pick up her stuff, oh boy shes not that good. then brian took us to my house and we chilled nd then went to sleep

thurs went to school and then brian,ronnie,and amy met me at my bus stop cuz their cool like that. then brian and amy left and me and ron went to the pumpkin thing at roger williams park, wicked gay. then we sat around and talked then left and ate and went back home and chilled..

today i went to school and then ron met me at my bus stop and we walked back home and hung out and then i saw linda (his mom) shes wicked cooool yaah. then my dad came and picked us up and we went to his house then went out to eat at twist and then went to field of screams it was kinda scary and i screamed at everythinggg ha im gay.. then we came back here and my mom linda and rick went out and im bored, talken to jae right now and i gotta find soemthin to wear for her confirmation oh so early 2moro morning and such. ya so ill write later <33

happy birthdayyyyyyyy

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 18:11:13 GMT

HaPpY BiRtHdAy bRiAn ! (:
i LoVe YoU bFfE*

today...

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 01:52:14 GMT

today had lit, geometry, health, and study.. wicked easy day. me and manda re-took our tests in study lmfao FILBONMDJGAHKEC thats the funniest thing in the world, we're so badd.. tffffftftf haha! oh boy anyways i came home and chilled. mom got mad at me but w/e i really could care less anymore, uh did some homework and talked to evan haha <3 i love himmmm. yep uh watched degrassi because i <3 that show and now im watchin honeyy :) so 2moro christiana is pickn me up early cuz we gotta go to a meeting for school uh so i should go to bed.

tomarrow is brian gagnon's 17's birthday oh boy. him, fitch, amy, and me are going out to dinner. lmao gonna be the best time ever i swear, and i can't wait to see fitchy because i miss him so much <33 ah then the joy of seeing my favorite person in the world on thursday for a whole week. RONNIE! yayyy. not. im out <3 haha